menjaga dan dijaga.

ada kondisi, dimana harus menjaga dan ingin dijaga. menjaga yang memang harus dijaga agar tidak hilang dan menyesal di kemudian hari. tapi bagaimana jika harus menjaga dengan penuh ketakutan untuk melangkah dan keharuan yang terlalu dipendam? lalu ada kondisi ingin dijaga, dijaga dengan posisi orang yang sama dengan menjaga. anggaplah lingkaran yang bersifat saling. bukan sekedar seimbang sesuai porsi, tapi ini lebih dari sekedar. sulit sih menjaga dengan rasa takut berlebih, bahkan alam mimpi pun mendominasi dengan kejadian yang tidak diinginkan. sulit. 

"there's nothing for you to worry about"

kalimat penuh pengharapan. simple, tidak terlalu manis, sekedarnya, tapi maknanya.

Mistaken thoughts from beyond the sky

A life spent saying goodbye?

The little piece of the future I saw

Was waving goodbye

The small room i once lived in

Is now occupied by someone else

The horrible things I said to you

The days that were wasted

Perhaps if I'd taken that chance,

if I could go back to that day

But I'll never be that person again

Even if that frail happiness

had somehow lingered on

A bad seed would have surely sprouted

So, I guess this is goodbye

The cold cans of coffee from freezing winters

That long rainbow coloured scarf

I stroll through the back alley

It all comes back to me now

Even if that frail happiness

had somehow lingered on

A bad seed would have surely sprouted

So, I guess this is goodbye

I guess

Goodbye, that's enough

You can cope anywhere

Goodbye, I'll manage somehow without you

Goodbye, that's what I'll do

Asian Kung Fu Generation - Solanin